26.2 miles

The past few days on my way to and from work (which is only three minutes or so) almost all of our songs have been on the radio! It's so crazy because they aren't even that popular or even the same style. I get in the car,one song  is on and than another and another!!!It's making my heart ache! I feel like within the past week my heart has just run a marathon. Finally trying to recover. But even though I tried to carbo-load  before the starting line, my still heart wasn't prepared...maybe not even now. All I am left with is a soar heart. If you think about it, the race hasn't even started yet.The finish line is so far away, hardly even able to visualize. My emotional tri-athlon hasn't started (first denial, sadness,than impatience). I am definitely in denial now, just waiting for reality to set in. All of those things I really do need to carbo-load...spiritual carbs!? Yeah spiritual carbs:D Like scriptures, prayer,fasting and General Confrence. Sorry, enough cheesy metaphors! Now I am going to go eat some spaghetti!!