50
days in?! Is this a joke? I am this far in? Time has gone by so fast, but it
feels like I saw him months ago. Not just 50 days ago? I have school and work to
thank for making time fly. I also should thank Chris for his prayers. In almost
every letter he says he prays for time to go by fast for me. His prayers plus
mine are definitely doing the trick.
It also helps a boat load when I hear “My companion and I get along the best out of anyone... We are the only companionship that doesn't argue" and " only two years to do it, a life time to benefit from it" or my favorite " I am so grateful for Heavenly Father, He has always been there for me, no matter what. Though the good, the bad and the ugly. I am not by any means perfect. I have made so many mistakes; I have hurt Him by them. But He is patient, merciful and compassionate. He's always forgiving, humble and always gives me hope."
Just from the past 50 days I can confidently say that they choice he made to go was the perfect choice for him and us.
It's so easy to look at someone else's relationship and see what they are doing wrong and what they are doing right. It’s hard to look introspectively at your own and track the progress... right now I fell like my relationship is growing stronger with Chris. I know as of now I CAN track my progress. As I have been thinking about it I realize that it's because we both are leaning more on the Lord as time passes.
A lot of our friends are getting married, I am happy for them, slightly jealous and kinda sad. All of them have been married outside of the temple and have passed missions. They say that it is right for them and I trust them, I sincerely do. Everyone has different paths in life and they are rarely what we expect. But it makes me super happy to hear the friends that are getting married in the temple.
I am adjusting to life and filling in my time with things to occupy time. Trying to imitate normalcy is no longer a thing I have to concentrate on, it’s natural! I occupy my time with school, work, crafty projects, going to the gym, homework and being with friends.
This post is all over the place! A lot of random information :)
It also helps a boat load when I hear “My companion and I get along the best out of anyone... We are the only companionship that doesn't argue" and " only two years to do it, a life time to benefit from it" or my favorite " I am so grateful for Heavenly Father, He has always been there for me, no matter what. Though the good, the bad and the ugly. I am not by any means perfect. I have made so many mistakes; I have hurt Him by them. But He is patient, merciful and compassionate. He's always forgiving, humble and always gives me hope."
Just from the past 50 days I can confidently say that they choice he made to go was the perfect choice for him and us.
It's so easy to look at someone else's relationship and see what they are doing wrong and what they are doing right. It’s hard to look introspectively at your own and track the progress... right now I fell like my relationship is growing stronger with Chris. I know as of now I CAN track my progress. As I have been thinking about it I realize that it's because we both are leaning more on the Lord as time passes.
A lot of our friends are getting married, I am happy for them, slightly jealous and kinda sad. All of them have been married outside of the temple and have passed missions. They say that it is right for them and I trust them, I sincerely do. Everyone has different paths in life and they are rarely what we expect. But it makes me super happy to hear the friends that are getting married in the temple.
I am adjusting to life and filling in my time with things to occupy time. Trying to imitate normalcy is no longer a thing I have to concentrate on, it’s natural! I occupy my time with school, work, crafty projects, going to the gym, homework and being with friends.
This post is all over the place! A lot of random information :)
Oh
and P.S today I normally get a letter at 12:30 in the afternoon but today it
didn’t come in time for me to read it before school… I am practically having a
heart attack.
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